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Keith Scott Faulkner Jr,
I love you with all my heart. you're the most amazing person that i've ever met. you always know how to put the biggest smile on my face and you always know how to make me feel better. i love how you make me feel and what you do for me. you'd do anything for me if i asked. i can't take a day without you. i don't ever wanna lose you. i love how we talk about our future together. i love talking about our house and the big yard we're gonna have and how you're going to have your garage. i just love you more than anything in this world. i always have, and always will. i can't wait for the rest of our lives together. its gonna be amazing. you are my bestfriend. my boyfriend & my other half. <3 i love you with all my heart. <#
I put my heart out there once again
and it got shattered.
I want someone to love me for me and for who I am. I can't believe I thought you changed. I thought I actually would have a chance with you again. But I was stupid & I was wrong to think that. You told me you liked me, but you have the worst way of showing it. I'm just tired of getting my hopes up with you, and liking you so much, and then you just letting me fall flat on my face. I'm not giving up. I know you'll realize that you want a chance, and when you do I'll be right here waiting. I can't promise that I'll give you the chance, but just know I'll be here.
i hate what you did to me. i hate how you made me feel. you lied to me. i kept telling myself if anything were to happen, i'd wanna stay friends with you. but i don't even wanna say i know you. i gave you my heart. & you shattered it. i reallly liked you alot, more than anyone i've ever liked. & this is how i get repaid. i don't regret anything. but i regret ever meeting you. i regret ever liking you. & i regret ever wasting your time & mine. don't ever text me. don't even try to ask brooke about me. im so done with you.
im sorry i wasn't good for you.
kay. im donee (: just had to vent a little bit.
so im really in a bit of a pickle.
things have changed majorly with me & my boyfriend. & i've talked to three different people about it. & the only thing stopping me from breaking up with him is the fact that im SO afraid im gonna lose im forever. i can't let that happen. so now i talked to my step mom & like yeah. she said i need to talk to hi about it. & its gotta just be us two. so, she's gonna talk to my dad & see if he can come over friday. im reallly scared. idk whats gonna happen between us.
so yeah.
"listen bitch.. you hate me bxc of 'drifting'? yeah thats BULLSHIT. & you know it. and honestly you say i bring drama.. guess what BULLSHIT too! bxc you are the queen of drama , got it? i dont know where you got this attitude from giiirl. but i dont fuckin like it. you can talk about me. and you can talk all the shit on me that you want. idc. you mean ABS0LUTLY N0THING to me at all. and i dont give 2 shits about you and your skank ass. but dont you ever fuckin DARE treat my brother the way you did tonight.. or ever. bxc i WILL come at you. im sorry but you 'boyfriend' wont do shit. your a fucking freshman.. got it. STAY IN YOUR DAMN PLACE. and BACK THE FUCK OFF! .. read this slow , NO ONE FUCKING LIKES YOU!! you have the biggest mouth on you. and dont ever threaten my brother again. your not as cool as you think you are. 'your short' bitch idc id rather be my height then look like you do. your nott all that amazing , fyi. actually your not good looking at all. and telling my brother you dont like him bxc of me? wow with the way youve been acting no wonder you cant keep a boyfriend.. i mean look at yourselffff. who would wanna be with someone like that? yeah i thought sooo. so i suggest you BACK THE FUCK OFFF. oh and this is N0T a threat. but it sure as hell is warning... and next time you wanna treat my brother like that.. you have something else coming at you. bxc im def N0T scared of you and your 'cousin'. soo i hope you keep her close bxc at the rate your going she is going to be all you got. all im sayin is keep your little fucking mouth SHUT. bxc to one likes a loud mouth. and thats def you.
kthanks (:
love ya byeeeee."awesome isn't it? yeah i know. well that's what i get for being a loud mouth. but it's whatever. this is forever old. and like i don't care. i don't let this stupid stuff get to me. actually i think it's freaking hilarious. because i didn't even do anything to this girl's brother. he started yelling at me so i yelled back. i'm not gonna let someone yell at me and do nothing. sorry not the way i roll. but this is the kind of stuff that makes me a better & stronger person. the sad part about all this, i used to be so close to that girl. i used too tell her everything. & we grew apart. & then everything ended up falling apart. but truthfully, i didn't really care. the friendship wasn't really anything important otherwise i would have tried to make it better. but i didn't. yeahh im done now. just had to share that.
Dear Creeper,
I am honestly concerned as to why you have to read my blogs, twitter, etc. and tell my parents what I say. Honestly, that's pathetic. I only blog because I'm irritated and mad, so instead of taking it out on someone else, I just vent on my blog. That's why I have this. No one knows about it but you, you creeper. What person has enough time on their hands to read what a 15 year old posts on their blog. That's PATHETIC! The stuff I say on here is just me being mad. I don't mean it. People say stuff when they're angry and don't mean it. COME ON! Honestly, next time, before you go say something to my parents, have the balls to come to me first and talk to me about it.
Kthanks.
-love danielle. (:
so seriously. tonight i got yelled at. for absolutely nothing. i honestly didn't do anything. i asked to go to the bowling alley so i could hang out with my best friend. & it was very convenient for my dad. and his answer was "not tonight. you just got done playing softball." & i was like umm its not like wanted too. i had no other choice. i had to go. & thenn he got an attitude with me. seriously i don't know what his problem has been lately, but he's been pissing me offff sooo much! its getting so annoying.
&&& this bitch. got she's such a hypocrite. i can't take it. she tells me to cleann the bath tub when i get out of the shower, so she doesn't fall getting in. & i do it. no problem. but when she gets out the shower, she doesn't even do it. REALLLY? and tonight i practically fell getting in. then she tells me not to use all the hot water. everytime i get in after her, the water is on the hottest it can get. honestly practice what you preach.
&& last but not least. me and my best friend are slowly falling apart. and i have no idea what to do with myself. he's my best friend and he gets me through alot. i don't know what im gonna do. things need to get worked out with us soon & fast. im not gonna be able to deal not having him there to talk too.
& my mom and i are talking alot more. when something goes wrong here i calll her. (: and she knows when i can't talk because i got eavesdroppers. i wanna move back with her but at the same time i don't.
kay. now im done bitching. (:
